We have to make a million choices each and every day, so it makes sense that to keep things simple, we always make the same ones. But the easy choices don't always mean the right choices.
Commit today to changing it up, to doing something different, and making the choice that improves your life for the better. Believe it or not, pretty soon that choice will be the easy one to make too.
"uk wt i am really proud of...at least i am consistent with you cause being consistent with studies is becoming so damn difficult and my ratio is getting shit...i failed today too "
"I'm not really sure what to say for most of this but I appreciate it. I'm not sure what my full potential and a lot is. It's hard for me to personally believe that because that's all I've heard for 15 years, first it was ohhh You're just 15 someone will come, then it was 18, then it was 20 and here we are nearly 6 years later still in the same boat. There's some things that I don't have the option to remove but just to deal with. I feel like I never do enough to get me closer. Feel like I could read all day, pray, praise and worship, read and still be right in the same place. I want more but even in the past when I was working on getting closer I didn't feel like I was really getting anywhere.
Yeah sure. "
"What do you mean by hope it comes sooner than later from my sake?
Last time when I quit or at least when I thought I quit or whatever you want to call it I was a lot happier. This time has really got me depressed. That's all it's on my mind to have someone that enjoys to have me around and desires to do things with me.
This time I'm rather lonely and depressed, but I guess that's better than watching porn."
"Wanted to get this in before I got home cause Idk if I would have time to do everything and submit this before 12:00. But I'll read my to you devotionals before I fall asleep.
Sorry for complaining, I know it's not best to do that. I'm going to try to not do that from now on. "
"Stoked! Held the line through socialising, mindset around eating more than usual days is more of a challenge to keep steady on, but this worked! If in two weeks I'm not making more progress to pants I will re-engage TKS but for now, cool :)"
"Mulligan day yesterday. I got a headache and asked Mary to get me a McFlurry. I’m going to start checking my blood sugar levels when I feel that way. "
"I think I’m going to agree that meditation at night is pretty awesome 🤩
I am using 15 minute meditations but only going for 11-12 minutes. My mind is shutting off a little more when I feel like I’m not up against a short clock. "
"Missed one. Felt settled and calm last night despite it. Prioritized swimming w Syd and bedtime snuggles over meditation today, but tomorrow I will find 10 mins "
"I reported that i have accomplished the goal today. I woke up at 8 so that I had more time. Then i when to school for basketball training as today is Saturday. i was a bit early. Really happy about that, but seeing everyone is early. I know that I should still be more earlier. Now, I am starting to do my school work. Hope I can finish lots of them, that means I could really handle the time nicely."
"Just started the challenge now, tonight. I did have 2 pieces of bread today, but that was before I started the challenge. So we will see how it goes. I know I will be successful! "
"They all are speaking to me. The entire book so far has. I want more and more of Him. I want to fully give myself to him. I’ve never wanted it as bad as I do. "
"Today has been the best day I've had all week comparatively speaking. Don't get me wrong there was still some desires and strong times. Not as depressed today or as mad. I would say aggravated if anything. Today was a better day."
"Stoked by the stacking of these commitments, emotional roller coaster yesterday would typically have led to extra eating in eve if not earlier, instead slightly larger portion of snack than during week but then on into the day and nothing else until dinner. Excellent!"
"Mōrena (: todays entries flowed so quickly and they are becoming more specific and meaningful. I have a little way to go for it to fully take effect, but I know I am on the right track (:"
"hi praneeti!! so today was shit in terms of padhai like literally but okay not like phone pr lagi rahi and all today was dussherah and i had fun went out enjoyed myself...subah i did revise thodu sa...but okay no i didnt do anythign near 14 hrs...tomorrow is going to be so much better ik and today was a great refreshment...kal se only a week more and then my exam...gosh...anyways...ttyl..bye!"
"October 14 - water pic missing but got it all in, went on a loooong walk this day because it was just so stinkin beautiful, and almost died again doing a shoulder workout. Good stuff! "
"Hard day, rather intense times of temptation. Stressing over trying to figure out homework for college didn't help any at all.
Other than it being a hard day, It was about like yesterday still depressed but more angry today. Maybe tomorrow will be better. "
"Read 2 bedtime devotionals, I know I still need to do more. I'm just very numb right now and don't feel anything if I'm being honest. I don't know really what to do. One day at a time I guess. "
"Yes I totally nailed this yet again - and actually nailed it on 12 October as well, truly not sure what happened there with that record!
It's extraordinary how powerful a circuit breaker this is :)"
"I achieved my little challenge of journaling everyday for 5days YAY! This means I am allowed to purchase 1 item from Amazon WUHU! 😍 . The entries have been good ao far, still getting use to it but noticing that I am flowing a little better when writing everything. "
"soo today is 9 day before exam and we had to go to school to do the admit card thing and yeah wtever but we ended up doing a lot of tp and i hated that and i got frustrated...wtever...but i started morning with one goal of revising all my science and i did that with one hour in hand which i shall be using as time to do some numericals just some random ones for sake of revision or maybe if i get tired witht hat then watch any lecture maybe continue the one i left yesterday but that's cool...ik i didnt complete 14 hrs not even close including a movie with family which stands the greatest reason for my dissatisfaction but keeping aside the regret i think the main motto is to do what i wanted and i completed that motto so i will consider the task completed also smart work rules over handwork...ik sounds like excuses idk if this is excuse or not i am not in right state to judge myself accurately so i will do what my heart says rn is to mark the task as done! Goodnight "
"Yes I've tried a couple, I'm on one now called upward. But the thing is there's no one around here on it/them. The one I'm on now, I exhausted everybody in my radius of 30 miles in about 30 seconds the very first time I was on it. I have to expand my radius up to 100 plus miles to see anybody. Which is unrealistic for me to go see after work. And then the other half are just bots and not even real people.
I've matched with a couple of people but I'm pretty sure they're bots too. I messaged them never to get a reply."
"Very difficult morning, luckily I had to leave and do things. Some intense thoughts penetrated my mind.
Successful day but still slightly depressed more so aggravated or mad. Can't really give you a good reason on why unless it's a side effect of trying to stop watching stuff."
