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Week 12 of 12
leafboy commits to:
I commit to writing everyday. Although I do not like the aspect of reporting daily, so I will report my progress every Friday.
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My Commitment Journal
 leafboy
June 18, 2023, 6:21 PM
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| Ask the career center tips for getting ready for job interview and professional readiness. | |
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leafboy
May 30, 2023, 3:35 PM
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| I'm excited for Tipped off resurgence. Yesterday Rudy, Jeff, Pretzelguy, and myself were at attendance to the Kame House weekly. It was a lot of fun. I will grind my falcon for this event and occasionally enter my falco for counter-picks like sheik on Yoshi's. | |
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leafboy
May 23, 2023, 7:05 AM
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Oh how it really is... I am looking at the previous post and how foolish of me to force something to happen. Things don't go smoothly if it is forced. I saw the girl again at the gym but she was engaging with customers so her attention could not just solely be on me... sometimes in your head you think that will be how it is. But no. Reality is an exchange and goodbyes were exchanged. Anyways, I just wanted to address my previous post because it feels responsible to follow up with myself in that regard. I went to a melee tournament today. I played slippi and got plat 1 over the weekend. Played melee with Mattyboi yesterday as we were watching that melee tournament battle of bc 5. My performance today is about what is expected of me without controller issues. I mention controller issues because my left trigger was messing up. After the tournament I was thinking about whether I should go to tipped off. Jeff asked me if I was going to tipped off, and I replied yes but haven't registered. Idk I think sometimes I should just focus my energy on something other than video games and make gains in my real life. Sure, I've made some physical gains in terms of the gym. Spiritual gains are not measurable, but sometimes my awareness to the forces that be. For instance, after pausing for a moment... I decided to google people pleasing. One cause of people pleasing is poor self-esteem. Hey wait I know I tend to doubt my ability to do something that seems doable. I also know I have a history of downplaying accomplishments or compliments. Gosh, I am getting tired of writing this, I need to go to bed. It's weird cause I have so much more to write. I feel like so much other things have transpired. In the physical sense and the stuff I process throughout the day. |
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leafboy
May 18, 2023, 5:27 PM
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Yesterday the girl at the front desk of the gym I go to is very friendly towards me. I was thinking yesterday that I should talk to her more, but not going in with the expectation she likes me. I think I have a tendency to feel that whenever a girl is particularly friendly with me that means she likes me, but this is just me letting friendliness get into my head. THe girl from yesterday is particularly friendly with a lot of guys so this indicates to me that she is just a friendly person. Next time I see her I should formally introduce myself. Which leads me into my next point... Do something uncomfortable starting today. Although I maintain harmonious social connections with friends and family, I think there is great merit in being able to connect with strangers when socially appropriate. Like, when there is an opportunity to talk with someone you have a genuine interest in starting a connection but shyness causes you to miss the opportunity. This can be at events where there are social gatherings like parties, the girl at the gym you see routinely (LOL), talking with a stranger while waiting in line, or something like that. I'm usually to myself, but sometimes I would like to reach out. I notice I usually prefer to reach out if there is a girl involved though which I think is interesting. I am not sure why that is the case. Is it because of female male attraction? Is is cause I want to gratify my sexual needs (I typically do not think of this, though there are times I have thought of it), Is it a yearning for a relationship? What needs would I have met for engaging with strangers? DO I feel a need to? Bruh just do what you what because you're cool already |
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