leafboy
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No Porn for 3 Months
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Day 91 of 91
leafboy commits to:
Not watching any porn for 3 months.
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My Commitment Journal
 ZaneB
July 11, 2022, 8:55 PM
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| I'm really proud of the progress you've made and your commitment to keep learning and getting stronger. That really sucks about your parents fighting. I experienced that when I was in middle school and it does take a toll. | |
 leafboy
July 10, 2022, 7:29 PM
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Me and a friend of mine made a vow recently. He will be detoxing from social media apps like YouTube, Reddit, Twitter etc., while I will be detoxing myself from caffeine, pornography, and marijuana. We haven't made a habit contract or anything, but we be keeping up with each other on the journey. As for myself, I will making a stickk commitment to document the journey. Since, the no pornography for 90 days has approached it's end, it has come to bring a new commitment to myself. I am learning more what triggers me to relapse, slowly but surely, and dealing with it accordingly. For this new contract, I will be making it a weekly commitment, every Sunday. This new contract may seem somewhat strict, but I am up for the challenge, and hopefully it works out in my favor haha. |
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leafboy
July 9, 2022, 4:13 AM
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Grr, I missed my reporting day. Contacted the help center so hopefully it gets fixed. This commitment contract is almost done. I have been reflecting on my actions, thoughts while undergoing this commitment. I feel I have been making progress but still I am not done yet and there is more work to be done. Recently, my thoughts have been fixated on looking for something, when it seems there is nothing to be found. The "answer" would be maybe just keep praying/meditation, which, admittingly, I have been slacking on. I am tempted to smoke some ganj. At this moment, I feel like the classic "take the edge off". This day in particular had a rough start. I wake up to my parents yelling, arguing, fighting loudly as I am waking up. I kept a cool demeanor about it throughout the day, but honestly, I think that shit wears me down. I don't want to admit to myself that I am sensitive to other people's turmoil. Low-key an empathic being, perhaps it is foolish of me to think I I can separate myself from the burden of others. Anyways, I may write about this more another day, I must get some sleep as it is late. |
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ZaneB
July 7, 2022, 1:23 PM
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| Any probs on July 5? | |
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