I was a pain at the gym with bragging, being impatient and going overboard. Matt was very patient and very nice about my minor successes |
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Think I did a better job being proactive |
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I can see how I acted irritated instead of ready to learn and grow. And frankly see how I truly was irritated and didn’t have the right mindset. I noticed all the things I did wrong yesterday: messed up the outlet (which you were very kind about), possibly lost the insert/didn’t pay enough attention when I left jack next to it at the table, bothered you about stupid things the second you came home from skiing with Maddie and made life harder by being so wishy washy with the kids and both too rigid and too flexible. I was thinking about how I’ve made part in so much harder since I’ve wasted so many years training the kids poorly.
I feel bad about all of it and know I can do better.
Sometimes it’s hard for me to not also have acknowledged the hard work I put into cleaning the house, feeding the kids and you (there wasn’t enough tortillas yesterday so I ate something different), reviewing school work, prepping/planning meals/childcare and grocery shopping. I know it’s not a ton but I want to acknowledge that yes I need to do better and grow but I’m an OK parent. I look forward to improving in the future. |
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I really appreciated matt taking care of maddies nosebleed last night |
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