No Contact Rule/Challenge Star this Commitment
Day 181 of 364

Dolorese commits to:
Not to contact my ex, to help myself heal, move on with my life, get stronger and independence.
Last reported: Success
Next report due:
May 13
10:00 PM GMT
My Commitment Journal
May 8, 2021, 4:54 AM
Good morning! 😁
So today starts my vacation! Most of it I will be spending with Kevin and enjoying my time as much as I can 😁
I have talked with him about few harder topics and he have been very understanding and sweet.
The hard stuff and moments in life doesn't surprise me so much anymore. His sweetness and being so wonderful does surprise me. I didn't think there would be such guy out there. Thinking more about him leaving to go back on the other side of the world, scared that distance will tear us apart and things like that.
Told my friends I am officially taken of the market πŸ˜‚ because just few people new that I am seeing him so seriously. Basically had gone off-grid πŸ˜… also in a way warned them that probably I will need support to get through when he leaves πŸ˜”
Spring here is getting better so hopefully my vacation will have good weather and lot's of opportunities.
This week also joined 14day Hot Girl Summer Sculpt challenge 😁 it's been intense with workouts, also trying to eat better. So continuing work on myself!
May 7, 2021, 8:48 PM
He seems amazing!! It's definitely worth trying 😍
May 5, 2021, 5:46 AM
Yesterday was one month since I have been seeing Kevin. We have made it official πŸ₯° well I am totally fallen for him.
We have less than 3 weeks left together and we spend as much time we can enjoy ourselves.
Definitely, seeing I am the crazy one and he is calm collected one πŸ˜… so it works out very nice.
We both know that going long distance will be pretty hard, not only because it is like 7000km distance between us, but we have just started out our journey. I see we both are on the path that we don't want to leave, I am in work place where I can grow and develop, he has his career and opportunities. That all is on the other side of the world for him and I have it here.
I keep holding on to words: if this person is meant to be, he will be in your life and it will work out.
I believe in faith and something more than just coincidence. So I won't torture myself too much with it. I will do my best to make it work and I hope that he will fo the same ☺️
May 2, 2021, 5:55 AM
Good morning! Another week have gone by... I have 3 more weeks with my bf because he is going back to home. He is working for military so it's different schedule and amount of time they spent away.
We are spending so much time together. Almost living together πŸ˜… since I have good amount of free time and his schedule allows him to work from home, we make it work. Also vacation for me is coming up 😁 so I am glad we will have time together.
I believe one of the hardest things we will have to go through is the Talk. About what can come next, how we see things, I want to inform him on few things if he wants to go fully into relationship and we do our best with long distance relationship.
I already have told my work wife that she will need to keep me in check and sane after he leaves. Because this guy is like the whole package I could ever ask for! He is intelligent/smart, cooks, plays guitar, sings, works out, sweet and respectful. I could go on and on.
I believe in a way we met now there's a lot good in. I had my time to work through a lot of issues from previous relationship. See what actually was going on there and how bad I was treated, the toxicity and emotional abuse, you don't see that until you actually do work with yourself and try to be yourself.
We have our weeks together and time in which I am trying to show him more of my world. I trust him naturally and we are goofy/silly like we would known eachother for much longer. I don't feel pressured from his side and there are so much more compatibly than we both notice.
He likes to sleep in πŸ˜… I am up so much earlier and catching up on my reading. When I am tired and don't want to do much, he has more energy and can make food or tea for me. It's like we compliment eachother. His calmness is what I need around. Just stable and reliable.
If you have seen this reel on Instagram or TikTok.... About marriage and relationship, one person is boring and the other crazy!πŸ˜‚ It's the perfect combination 😁 it's pretty true!
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