warpgate
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Not Jacking off lol
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Week 10 of 10
warpgate commits to:
Not masturbate or edge/beat my meat. Aiming for 90 days.
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My Commitment Journal
 warpgate
September 13, 2020, 7:36 PM
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| honestly pretty disappointed that I got 5/10 total I Think, but I seem to not care too much, the solution I think to this problem is to care more about things that matter to me, also this works when the money means more to me, so I should not use it as a strat when the money means little to me. | |
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warpgate
September 6, 2020, 4:46 PM
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med once on Saturday no p didn't care about this idk why it disappoints me that said I'm glad I'm quitting cuz now im ready to spring into action where it really matters |
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warpgate
August 30, 2020, 7:21 PM
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bender + porn for the first time I'm finally reminded of the fact that porn really creates urges, it does not satiate them (like seriously, watching porn made me anxious and jittery and fearful. I only felt "excited" while taking off the blockers awhen I first saw the girls I was relaxed but jittery and then I got stressed out and it was not satisfying to nut). Watching porn is like wearing tight shoes to take them off. If I stop watching porn, I will stop feeling the need to watch porn. Then I will be happier. Simple as that. Easy. I'm glad I'm quitting dude, but I'm disappointed I fell into the trap again. This time I'm combining it with a digital declutter for max efficacy. I intend to fucking accomplish my goal these last two weeks and then do a lump sum for the next 60 days or so. I will also do progressive tasks to get a girlfriend. Fuckin hell dude. That's part of the problem. That's why I sometimes give up on myself. I need a goal, and I need to know that it is not lost. I've gotten close. I can succeed. Let's go. |
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warpgate
August 23, 2020, 5:40 PM
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| ok we failed this one. last two let's make em count and then we can try a lump sum | |
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