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TossJM
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Day 58 of 58

TossJM commits to:
I commit to no TV or Youtube, doing Yoga everyday (from 1 minute to 30 minutes), & meditating 3 times a week (from 1 to 30 minutes).
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vijay10
vijay10
July 26, 2020, 1:40 AM
I am happy I could be of some help, Toss. Thank you for your acknowledgment. I feel validated - and that is a feeling that I treasure and cherish because it was relatively rare for much of my past years.

Your 58 day commitment has tested you. And you have come out successful. The fact that your mother could notice a change in you is a validation of your growth and evolution as a person. You should be proud of how you have sustained yourself through these 58 days.🌿

Like I have said before, your writing reflects depth of maturity and character. You are right about your depression leading you to rewarding places. You have converted your pain to medicine- becoming a wiser, more compassionate and more stable person. I see you operating out of abundance now. You have that much more to give to the world, and to all those who come in contact with you.🌾

Your posts were like a lifeline for my commitment and I am deeply grateful for the support I received from you. I hope I can be of support in your next commitment - please count me in your team! 😊

May you continue to grow and evolve and be the beautiful person you are, Toss. πŸ₯€
TossJM
TossJM
July 25, 2020, 5:19 AM
Thanks for continuing to check in, Vijay. It means a lot. This week has been a doozy, but I've made it, and I'm so grateful. At the week's start, my anxiety entered with a vengeance at my neglect of it. "Forgot about me, let's give you a reminder," it said. It lengthened the bouts of insomnia, steadily creeping patiently night after night, culminating in this morning where I went to bed at 9 a.m. It's been lovely.

I also missed a day of yoga this week, but not on the day reported. Although this site has gifted the exact process needed to achieve my goals, the repeated problems with my reports made me dread logging on. I didn't want to have to write another email or gather more screenshots after I had two days where my submissions simply didn't, well, stick. The support team fixed one, but the jitterbugs in my head reasoned that I didn't have to stick to doing yoga because I would have to craft another mangled sculpture of an email.

My body didn't like that justification too much, however. Nor did my mind. My thoughts have been spiraling downward, so my determination dies, which makes me melancholy, resulting in more messy thoughts. Yet, my mother reminded me that sometimes you have to let things be broken. Anxiety and depression have guided me into rewarding places. Over the years, I'm gaining the patience to listen to their advice.

When I mentioned to my mother this was my 58th day of doing yoga, she said, "You should do another 58 because you're so much easier to deal with." I clutched my pearls, then agreed. I now have further knowledge to help decide how my next commitment should work, and I'm excited to get started. This adventure has been amazing! Thank you, Vijay, for sticking around to see it.
vijay10
vijay10
July 25, 2020, 1:26 AM
The last day of your commitment, Toss....

You have done spectacularly well in your commitment. Congratulations, Toss! Tons of pride and joy coming your way from me. May God bless you and keep you going strong. 🌿

I am looking forward to your next commitment and seeing you take it to the next level 🌾

P.S.
I have really missed reading your posts for sometime now, Toss. I have always looked forward to them because of how insightful, courageous and encouraging they were to read. Hope you will post your thoughts and reflections soon.
vijay10
vijay10
July 24, 2020, 3:50 AM
Almost there, Toss! A long journey coming to a successful end. You have persisted and thought your way through this. Well done!πŸ‘πŸ½πŸ‘πŸ½πŸ‘πŸ½
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