I found in a couple ealier days that my goal just not fit my desire. Producer and Singer-Songwriter are very different. If I want all, I will lose all. So I changed my goal to Write a song everyday in 100 days. |
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Day 4. I'm trying very hard but I'm struggling, not because I can't do it, it's because I think I can't do it. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough. I feel like a lone wolf today. Only day 4 lol 96 days left. And even I think and feel so lonely, I know, I KNOW that I Can Do It. I name my song (it's the first song has name with #number) "the last human surviving on the planet". And I just find a funny melody which made me still stuck at chord progression. I think I was this struggle because of my believes system and routine, which I don't have and need to create a new one. That's all for today. I know I feel struggle like me, feel lonely, depress,... Sounds really bad. But I'll be ok, because I don't quit until I get what I want. And I want to be a singer-songwriter-producer. |
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Oh and the song I made was #3 #7 #8. I don't name it so... Yeah. |
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Day 2 & 3 completed. Yay!! Man it's super tough. I still dont know what i was doing lol. The funny song sounds like funky song, and I don't know how to make lyrics for it, so I just leave it be. The special thing about day 3 today is that I used loop, chopped out, not using chord progression anymore. Well it proper for producing, not for composing. And I want to be all, artist, musician, singer, producer, songwriter. I needs to be very clear about what I want. Is it too much work at this point? I still freaking scare of singing actually, but manage to sign up for some singing exercises. I think I will put down Facebook upload stuff for a while, maybe at least a month till I gain some confident first. Yeah I do it 1 more day, with lyrics and no voice. I'll try to sing without recording. So excited. |
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