Hmmm, I see. It does motivate me go further and never give up.
Thank you for the long encouragement message bro :P |
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From what I see, Pickup = Fear atm. Whereas, what I see, from a purely objective point of view at the moment, is a golden, almost-godly light that is funneling into you as a result of this event in the street. This street event, from what I understand, has allowed you to choose to feel fear--which I would choose to feel also--and this fear, from the way I see it, is now a source of power and fuel to become a stronger, better person who fear drives and doesn't crush and smother.
So. Now. Please step back and feel grateful for this experience. As you've seen on my commitments, I'm often an idiot whose blind to the obvious lessons around me--sometimes resulting in a regressions such as that of what at face value appears here--and with that in mind, this just seems like the situation you have here is obviously a possible point of power for you that has not yet being utilized.
Keep your spirits up--I'm glad to have met you, brother. |
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I'll start another commitment in January. Aparently, this one was too hard for me to do 2 complicated things at the same time.
But this happened more because of that incident at the pick up were I almost got kicked in the street. I developed a stupid fear. I'm trying to get over it now, to come back to normal. Instead of being on a plateau at seduction, I am down now, I reversed back.
It's a very awfull feeling |
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lost another 20 dolars. I can't believe it's easier to commit to playing poker online then seduction because online poker requires a lot of patience and I usualy have none and pick up requires perseverence and I have a ton. I'm going through a rough period of time |
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