bignigey01
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No Pornography
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Week 40 of 52
bignigey01 commits to:
No masturbation for a year
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Last reported: Success
Next report due:
June 26
11:00 PM GMT
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My Commitment Journal
 bignigey01
June 20, 2026, 7:25 AM
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| Urges are still there, but I’ve noticed the arousal isn’t as strong. I’m thinking maybe when I return to the gym, I can be out the house more often after work. More so, I won’t be prone to doing repetitive behaviours such as scrolling YouTube, Instagram, and Hinge. I can often feel frustrated with me revisiting the same content and saying patterns which term makes me prone to boredom. Much of why I engage in pornography is to do with boredom. Me going to a recent bingo event further makes the case that I have approach anxiety when it comes to women. Hi CBT is definitely on the cards in the future to help me with this. | |
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bignigey01
June 13, 2026, 6:18 AM
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| Urges haven’t been as daily as I’ve finally gotten my first car. Because I’m now making it a point to not stay indoors as often, it somewhat helps. Went to RNB bingo last night which made me quite anxious. I felt frozen in terms of approaching women. This one woman invited me over to their table but I still felt intimidated to approach anyone. Even though my goal was to offer taking a photo for a group of women via one of their phones, being invited by someone was still good. There’s no doubt in my mind that I need accountability with this stuff. | |
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bignigey01
June 6, 2026, 9:02 AM
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| Urges haven’t been as frequent this week but the novelty is wearing off a little. The usual fare seems to be between Peter north, lex Steele, Jules Jordan. Marks head boppers, Xev bell ringer, k klixen and other frequent pornstars. I hope that with me driving again soon, I won’t feel the need as much. | |
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bignigey01
May 30, 2026, 10:16 AM
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| Similar to last week, urges are intense now that I’ve made it a daily practice to surf porn images. Facials tend to be what gets me most aroused and even imagining myself cumming. I’ve returned back to Hinge, probably because I’ll be driving soon and I got excited enough to venture to new places to potentially meet women. More than that, using online dating as well as going to new places would double my chances of meeting women. This process will be very slow but slow is better than nothing. | |
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