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Week 30 of 52
bignigey01 commits to:
No masturbation for a year
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Next report due:
April 17
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My Commitment Journal
 bignigey01
April 11, 2026, 9:27 AM
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| Had some urges this week but they haven’t been that strong. Usually fantasize about Bella Bellz and Lela Star. Also noticed that I feel I have to force myself to feel aroused. Also fantasized about a match I had on Tinder recently who has big tits. Got as far as Instagram but soon fizzled out. Heading over to RNB brunch to see if there are women who are my type there. Not that I’m pushing myself to interact with anyone. | |
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bignigey01
April 4, 2026, 8:12 AM
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| Had some urges here and there this week. Much of it stemming from Richelle Ryan, Bella Bellz and Lela Star. I’ve noticed when I’m stressed, the urges sometimes comes then as well. I think I’m due to bring this up with James, my accountability partner. | |
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bignigey01
March 28, 2026, 7:39 AM
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| Haven’t had many urges this week, apart from a woman I liked from tinder. For a while I suspected that not acting on my urges has been replaced with eating more instead. But then again weightlifting does increase your appetite after a while. I do need to keep exposing myself to more women, hence why I’ve signed up for another rnb bingo night in April. | |
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bignigey01
March 21, 2026, 11:34 AM
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| Haven’t had many urges this week. But I have experienced some in the last 24 hours by thinking of pornstars such as Lela Star. It feels as though the novelty of woman I’ve met whom I fantasize about (Nicole Donnelly) has worn off. I fantasized about her taking my virginity through her own disbelief that I have yet to have sex. Going to RNB bingo last weekend was initially anxiety inducing but I realised I was just going there to see what it was like. Essentially, lowering the stakes of the whole thing. I’ve signed up for another since where this time i will try and approach women when they’re taking photos of each other. Basically as an excuse to offer taking a pic of them together. I have had the urge recently to remove the block to Google chrome to cure my curiosity in looking at porn. But I’m glad I didn’t give in. | |
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