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Good week, I guess. Was dragging until Cavallo's email. Moved to finish the snippet review. Got cars more ready or almost ready. Drove Uber on target and dropped yesterday. Concerned that it is a real drop. Funny how inertia is inertia. Running super low on cash. Part of me is wanting to test the edge and not to do what is in front of me - so weird. Lynh (PT from San Rafael) dropped, then Laura (uber, yale), and Lisa continues but also into psych world which is great and bad. Haha. Tried a double dose of meds at one point. Deep rabbit hole digs into Sumer/Uruk and the broader historical synthesis along with the econ contribution. Overall, not solid. Real need is to start on schedule on focusmate and adhere to a timeline until the timeline brings confidence and then energy will flow into tasks and not above tasks. |
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dropped tosch. slow weekend but slower now without an aob deadline. back on uber and adjusting it to fit exactly so that i can still do cognitive work. it is partly unbelievable that i can manage it. perhaps focalin/strattera combo is what is allowing me to do this write up at all. without it, i would be brain-mush and done. so perhaps there is a way with the meds to do both. lets see. turo is almost on. in next 5 hr block, i will try to squeeze it with uber and remove delivery until i can. basically manage time and not revenue. |
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solid week --- closest i ever got. this video at 5.19 is a keeper: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZ6cdIaUZCA&t=333s.
overall, YR litigation became the big attention. and eased back to SG litigation. between health and court, i missed this update. dang it. solid work with Tosch too. More on scrivener. |
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more solid -- mcii: if neighbor or turo cohost go psycho, i do my best step and move forward. doc wants me to try vyvanse. ok. strattera + focalin are going on now. risk seems low so that's good. there must be an element of i dont want to to the immediate task even if i want other parts of the task and the overall goal. in some ways, i may never be able to either figure it out or have mastery. i must keep moving. a warm room feels good even on 11/28 with all gas down. cool. cold water in the tub oddly feels very good. working with yebin is nice. an older istp like wendy will be a lot better. running 10M, cuts a 750k check. wow. in that sense the returns and distractions from real estate and other ventures pale in comparison. good to get closer to vc yields and perhaps a disruptive structure. time to wrap things up. i feel good on the aob even though what i needed to do several months ago was scrub the record and make notes and feed them to chatgpt but i am there now and gpt is better and by the luck of god, I have a shot. i can craft other plays in parallel. |
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