Last day. Crazy work day. Made it through. Don’t want to drink, do nic, or energy drinks again. I can’t afford it with my business and my life. I love these things more than my vices |
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I decided about an hour before the party that I was gonna drink and vape. After having done so, I believe that it generally didn’t really do much for me. I don’t fully regret it. However, there are consequences to everything. Nothing comes for free. Drinking has a cost. Maybe it’s ok here and there or on Holidays. But the question is, what is more important? My business and the life I’m building and working on or that I have some nicotine and alcohol for an hour or 2 of slight euphoria. I don’t think it’s worth the tradeoff most of the time even if it’s only a couple drinks. I want to perform at the highest level. I may or may not drink again tonight. Honestly I might no do shit. Why would I. I actually sometimes end up having a worse night than what I would if I didn’t drink. We’ll see. Maybe just a few. I need to pray and fix whatever spiritual problems are holding me back from enjoying a night out. It’s a quick fix. I need to find a way to be extremely extroverted and social and funny without alcohol. I think after this challenge is over I will go sober long term |
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