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No more erotica
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Day 62 of 62
sga0779 commits to:
Stop reading erotica or anything of that nature
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My Commitment Journal
 sga0779
December 23, 2020, 10:37 AM
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| The hard part is that this is the easy way, but it makes my intimate life more complicated. I’m ready to put the work in. I’ve stopped giving into this temptation before. Shame isn’t enough to keep me from doing it. But love for my husband and desire to be in the moment with him is enough. Fleeing this is about being a good wife. | |
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sga0779
December 23, 2020, 10:32 AM
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| I went about two weeks this time. Which is longer. It’s a small win. I can control this. It’s often just a matter of choosing. I’m usually very aware of the choice I’m making. I care. But I give into the temptation too easily. But two weeks is good. I’m going to shoot for at least 6 now. I can do it. I can stop giving into temptation so easily. | |
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sga0779
December 11, 2020, 4:05 AM
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| I 100% deliberately gave in today. I didn’t really argue about it with myself or anything. Which annoys me because after the fact I still feel guilty about it. But I think it’s because after this I’m calling it good. It literally just doesn’t interest me anymore. Idk why the flip just switched off, but it did. I’d rather connect with my husband in real life than read a book where I have to skip some parts because they make me feel uncomfortable. All I can think about is wanting to be a good partner. | |
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sga0779
November 28, 2020, 5:16 AM
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| From now until this ends, I will not have anymore slip ups! It is wrong. | |
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